road to 50

Hello, November! Wow wow wowww! I’m so busy (not that busy) juggling between works and personal life. Fuhhh.. december is on its way that’s mean my wedding is just around the corner. Hmm.. I am so nervous! Last entry about my wedding preparation. I listed my friends’ name and wonder do I ever had one? […]

twenty-five

I was supposed to post this story on last weekend but I’m too lazy to draft anything even though I already edited pictures for this post. Before October is about to end which is just few more days. Hmm.. road to 50 days! Last week was my 25th birthday and typically there will be no […]

black card

*scroll instagram feeds* As soon as I saw this post, I texted Yana (my fiancé’s sister) about this and asked what card she has. Yeay! Luckily, hers was black! Then, I told my colleague about this sale and she also has a Sephora black card. It’s black so I considered it as black member and […]

E meet F

Never have I ever been in my bestfriend’s wedding since I finished my high school. Like an actual wedding of whom I called a bestfriend. This month, my bestfriend tied the knot on 26th August 2017. We’ve been friend since secondary high school when we’re 15 and still young enough to talk about lovey dovey. […]

doraemon

Before I forgot to post and August about to end which I have not post anything this month, so let’s start! I met my long lost sister (baby’s best friend) last few weeks and she stayed with me for almost a week. Her planned was to stay with me until I get married but Allah […]

fly back

If only I can be at home every weekend same as last few weeks. Sigh… if only I can eat my Emak’s cooking for lunch and dinner. Scrolling my phone and all I can see is my family’s photo update every single day. I miss home! Last few weeks I flew to Kuching unplanned, blame […]

first step

Pre-marriage course checked! Phewww… after 8 years being in a relationship, we had our courage to attend pre-marriage course. Never imagine myself in this situation with my fiancé. A boy who proposed me to be his girlfriend 8 years ago was sitting next to me 2 days in this class. We’re both stared each other […]

tranung trip 2

Still. Can. Not. Move. On. Hahaha almost a week after the trip but yeah I need another post for tranung trip. Along my trip, I thought of my fiancé. If only he was here with me then we can took a best picture together and more awesome video. But, things happen for a reason. He […]

tranung trip

“So will you go to Zila’s wedding, Zizi?” I’m staring at Kak Ati’s text and need to ask permission from my fiancé (he’s currently my finance advisor) to attend Zila’s wedding. “I can’t decide yet. Later I’ll tell you.” “I hope we can go together. Tomorrow I’ll buy bus tickets. If you want, I can use my […]

high expectation

I heard many dissolution of marriage nowadays which lead me to gamophobia. Even a stupid simple matter can’t be solved by the couple and that’s why lots of people end their marriage with unfinished business. I may not yet be married but I need to get ready 100% before entering the marriage world. Based on […]