got ducked 4

“Is Lattice duckscarf still available?”
“No. Sold out and colours launched will not be reproduce anymore. They already mentioned on the instagram.”
I sigh in my heart and I really want that Mango Lattice. Should have buy on the launching day. Arghhh.. ok, move on!

After a week, @theduckgroup posts new colours for Lattice duckscarf and none is beautiful as Mango. Hmm.. ok just ignore this collection and move on. But! What if they don’t produce it in future and this is the last batch? Ohhh man! Buy or ignore? Need or want? Hmm..

*clicks button add to cart*
*proceed to payment*
*select self pickup as shipping method*


I bought the Marmalade Lattice duckscarf since it’s the last colour available on Fashionvalet website. Before they sold out online and in-store, I better buy this now. I can wear it to my food hunting trip with my husband tomorrow at Penang.

*4:00 pm*

“Hello Fashionvalet, I ordered Lattice duckscarf this morning and can I pick it tonight?”
“You need to wait for a text message before you can pick it in our store. Basically they will text before 6pm.”

Ok, I thought if I chose self pickup method I can pick it anytime I want but nahhh.. have to wait.

*5:30 pm*
“Hello Fashionvalet, I still didn’t received any text yet.”
“If you didn’t received the text before 6pm, then you have to wait until Monday.”
“What is the purpose I chose self pickup if I have to wait until Monday?”

I received a text from Fashionvalet right after I ended the phone. Nahhh.. it’s my first time to choose self pick up then I google about it. Haha!


Whoaaa! My very first time bought duckscarf on it launching day. Afraid it will not be launched anymore. Let’s just grab it and regret later!



My husband didn’t say anything the moment I wear this new duckscarf on our Penang trip. Goodjob, husband!



“You want to give this as present? Want  us to wrap this?” ask the staff at the cashier counter. I have no idea how she knows I bought this for someone. “How much the wrapping costs?” I just want to make sure it’s free of charge before I agree. “It’s free of charge.” “Ok, just wrap it.” “Alright. Your total is Rm83.80.” “Whattttttt?” A sunscreen mist costs Rm83.80? I saw it before at Sephora store Avenue K, it costs only around Rm54. Urghhh.. I took the wrong bottle size! Nevermind, it’s for my husband as his convocation present. It’s cheaper than Reebok classic shoes though.

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I love the packaging, I mean I love the Supergoop! font at the bottle. Anddddddd I forgot to check the review! Urghh.. i bought it just because of the packaging looks nice. What is wrong with you, Zizi? I saw it in someone’s vlog but I can’t remember whom. Aaa.. too confident to let my husband try it. Nevermind, he needs sunscreen in his daily life. You don’t need new shoes, Sayang. Just like I don’t need new duckscarf. Shopping rehab! Haha

Ohh.. it’s antioxidant-Infused sunscreen mist with vitamin C broad spectrum SPF 50 from Supergoop! Will update in the next post about the review. As for now, I want to sleep because tomorrow isn’t Saturday. I have to work. Duhh!


“I’m proud of you”

I said the moment I saw my husband steps into the hall. Hmm.. so I guess this is how everyone feel when they see their family graduate. No matter what course they’re studied, their pointer and graduate on time or not. No one will ever judge  instead they’re proud of you. A 4 flat students can’t have a great job, if you’re a lazy student but have a great job, level of income is not based on your course, and whatever will happen to you in future already written for you.

It’s a part of his dream to graduate and prove to people that he can change. He really did it! Even I don’t say it directly to you but I hope if you read this you must know I’m really proud of you. I still remember how excited you were to further your study 3 years ago and the reason why I chose to work in Kuala Lumpur. I love the way you take the risks to change your life for better future.


That’s my husband! I bought him fresh flowers and he nagged at me because those flower will die. Sigh.. wanted to buy Reebok classic shoes as his graduation present but his size unavailable. Nevermind lah, my money is safe and sound.


People say “What to expect when you’re expecting.” But for some of the newly wed couple, their expection might hurt them just like me.

“I’m period.”
“Period? Hmm..”

One word could break many people’s heart, like maybe if that person isn’t married yet then it would be a great news for them. My period was late and I thought I was pregnant. If only pregnancy can be predicted, how wonderful it would be. I bought three pregnancy test and all of them was negative. Ahh.. thought it was easy to make a baby. I even asked my panel doctor to scan in case there’s a baby in my tummy. Hahaha! I’m 2 months married and it’s still a new thing for me.


That’s what happen when you expect too high, I was hoping for 2 lines but nahhh… maybe it’s not time for us. We can try again, Sayang. I asked my husband “Can we just wait until we’re stable enough to have a baby?” “I want a baby” “You want?” Hmm.. he wants a baby and I want us to enjoy our honeymoon. Nevermind, just go with the flow. Kun fayakūn

The question now is am I ready to be a mother?


I draft a post to confess about my heartache then I try to draft another post to think it in a positive way. Ever heard of toxic people? I google about it every morning to refresh my mind. If you notice why I don’t talk much with someone, they’re the toxic people I try to avoid for my own benefits.

Try google ‘toxic people traits’ and look at yourself if you’re one of them. Fix your behavior, no one can help you except yourself. I’m sick with toxic people, first, they tend to play victim. You’re not a victim, I repeat, you’re not a victim. You just have a weird behavior none of people surround you can’t adapt it. Fix it, like seriously it will help you for a better life. You’re old and why can’t you move on from being a teenager? We’re not a teenager anymore, we’re an adult. Please move on!

This so called toxic people has a great influance to change other people perception to their victims. They won’t tell the truth instead they twisted it. Why? Because they can’t face the reality that they’re the problem. Sometimes, they fake their happiness but for sure it won’t last longer. Why? Because the fake happiness they created is to comfort themselves. Again, they try to hide they’re the problem.

My advise for you toxic people out there, you have to face the reality. By fixing your weird behavior, you can change your life. Also, people surround you will be happy for you. Throw away the feeling of people are just envy with you. No! They’re not! Why would they envy with people who has a weird behavior. Haha! You’re weird and annoying. Really. Fix it! Oh my, I just want to laugh out loud with this toxic people. Don’t forget to change your perception too. No shortcut in life, if you think it’s easy, think again just like Mathematics.


Yesterday, I uninstalled Instagram and my life is getting better. The less you know, the better. Fuhhh.. so many toxic people, so many drama. Oh.. I just uninstall not deactivate it.

daily routine

My husband is asleep and I’m thinking to post my daily skincare and make up routine. Grab dslr, my things and ready to flatlay! Ahh.. I love make up but I don’t know how to do it perfectly. Just a simple look for daily working day and date with my husband (if I’m in the mood).

Basically before I started working life, I just simply apply daily cream and baby powder. But now once I started to earn money, I had a monthly self-reward and buy a new high end products. Sephora store is just 3 minutes from my office, so it’s my favourite window shopping stop. Like I know which eyeshadow or lipstick is the best since I’ve been swatching all the products from 2016. Haha

Ok, here is the only two skincare products I just started to use recently, it’s Caudalie Grape Water and Tarte Maracuja Oil. So far, they’re both work nicely to me and recommended to continue using them. Decided to buy Tarte Rainforest of the Sea Setting Spray until I saw Elfira Loy promoted the Caudalie Grape Water. If Elfira Loy used it for sure we can try too. Haha she has a flawless skin!


Urghhh… I don’t understand the language, I just know it’s free from paraben. Haha

Tadaaa! My combination of daily skincare and make up.


First, I apply Caudalie Grape Water.


Second, I apply Tarte Maracuja Oil.


Next, my make up!


Only take around 5-10 minutes to do my daily make up. Just a simple one. I used both high end and drugstore products, slowly collecting all the best recommended products and my mission is to have a good skin not just a good make up look. Who needs a great make up look when your skin is in a bad condition.

** p/s: It doesn’t matter if you’re using high end or drugstore products, it doesn’t define your level of wealth. It’s about self satisfaction either you want it or not. If you’re broke but you’re willing to buy high end products for your own satisfaction or you’re rich but you buy drugstore products, no one will ever care.


lucky draw

“Why this girl so lucky tonight?” My general manager told when he wanted to announce the winner’s name for first prize of lucky draw. “Azizi from Account Department.” Hmm.. I was like what is going on? What prize I just won? Haha! I walked to the stage then I saw handphone paper bag. What phone I just won? Oh, it’s Samsung A8+! I don’t know how to react but of course I’m nervous.

I texted my husband “Sayang, I just won Samsung.” Deep in my heart, I only wanted Television from last year annual dinner. I just moved in and my new house still got no television. Oklahh, Samsung also can. My colleague, May, tried to swap prize with me. She’s got 49″ television and interested with my prize. Why would she wants to swap prize with me? It’s just Samsung A8+ which I didn’t knew it’s a latest product from Samsung.

After that, I started to think what should I do with this handphone? I still love my iPhone, can’t afford to have a new one and my parents will not my wish anymore. Weep! How I wish it was iPhone! I asked my husband what should I do and I’ve decided to swap it with May. Of course she will add some cash, my handphone more expensive than her television. No need to use Samsung and stay with my iPhone even though it’s just 6s but I’ve been using it since 2016.

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Alhamdulillah, annual dinner last year I just won hamper and this year I won 3 prizes. I got vaccum, vest and television (swap with May), my new house is now complete! Oh, I also got spa treatment voucher worth Rm160! Hehehe

got ducked 3

“A new one? When did you bought this one?” He asked when he saw my new duck inner neck box. “I bought it before we went back to Kuching.” “How much was that?” “Rm35.” I continue to decorate my wedding gift and ignore him before he asks me more questions. A few days before my wedding day he found the original price of the inner and told me “It’s not Rm35, I saw it on their website.” Hmm.. the cat is out of the bag but luckily the actual price I paid was Rm35, bought it during sale and I didn’t informed him. Fuhh.. it’s before we’re married and now I can’t hide from him anymore. He saw my duckscarves and still have not said a word about it. Just wait until he asks me how much I’ve spent on duckscarves.

Remember when I blog about klduck? Yupp.. finally mine after years I keep on doubting to buy it or not. But this one, we bought together at the Duck store Pavilion for my wedding gifts exchange. Hehe! My first limited edition duckscarf is now my overused shawl even though I only wore it three to four times. Ahh.. I need black klduck and also world map duck. It’s not a new limited edition but I don’t care and for sure I want the original one not preloved.

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Hmm.. I just love their boxes! I’m on duck rehab now until they restock black klduck. Stay safe bank account!


new life, new house

My husband just off to work and I can’t go back to sleep. Hmm.. today is Sunday, we’ve got our first guest in our new house. Yeay! Can’t wait to have a company when Mizan is working. We just moved in last two days and our new house still not fully furnished but luckily the landlord provides refrigerator and washing machine. Of course they also provide sofa, beds, wardrobe and etc.

I signed a tenancy agreement last week for the first time in my life. It’s the third week of our marriage and we started to live together. Whoaa.. still feeling good with marriage not yet nightmare. Hehe.. As my colleague advised me “First year of marriage is your sweet dream but nightmare will starts on the second year.”

Our problems right now are we’ve got no kitchen stove, set of dishes and iron. That kind of things which I left at Kuching seems very important in my life right now. Kitchen stove we will buy it next week, Yana will bring the dishes today (yeay!) and iron already bought at M3 Mall yesterday. Settle! Ohh.. our new house just nearby M3 Mall.

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Look at that cute yellow plastic plates! Haha that’s what happen if you left your wedding present at Kuching.

Yesterday my husband yelled for no reason and I asked what’s wrong with him. “It’s my house.” He answered then laughed. Hello, reality of marriage life! Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

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blessfull wedding

It’s 7th January 2018 and I’m late to post about my last post being a single woman. Duhh.. planned to post it before my wedding day but too exhausted to login wordpress.

29th December 2017 was the day my fiancé and I tied the knot. I’m now officially someone’s wife, Mizan’s wife. What did I felt? Amazing! Like everyone asked me “How do you feel?” And I answered “I feel good!”. It’s only few days after my wedding of course I’m feeling good. Hahaha! Get it? Nahh.. it’s typical for every newly wed.

My wedding went smoothly like no drama  except a bit argument between my Emak and I (regarding how many person she invited to my Solemnization day) but she forgive me and smile during the day. Hahaha we’re just nervous because it’s her first daughter who about to get married. Nevermind everything was under controlled and thank you to everyone who helped my before, during and after my wedding.


My henna drawn by my beloved bestfriend, Eza, it’s a wedding present from her. Thank you! (Photo credit to @picbyejulena)


My make up done by @makeupbycym_ loveyou, Hasyimah and thank you for making me beautiful on my Solemnization day and Wedding Reception. You guys (especially Kuching people) go visit her instagram account, trust me she has a magical touch to make you beautiful on your day. (Photo credit to @picbyejulena)


Look at that beautiful off white wedding dais theme! It’s beyond my expectation, all I want was a simple dais but they made a beautiful one. You guys (also especially for Kuching people) can just search their facebook account named Songket Emas Bridal, they will listen to your wedding dream and make it happen just like mine. Our attire also rented from them. One word: Beautiful! My wedding reception was located at Dewan Hikmah, Kuching, Sarawak. (Photo credit to @aenfasola)


Hello, my beautiful bridesmaid! Who has been with me this whole time except for Jannah who agreed to replace Pina last minute cancelled being my bridesmaid due to some problem. She has no problem with me and she even came to my wedding reception. Haha! Lucky that Jannah has similar height with Pina and fit her cloth. Thank you, Jannah! Also, thank you to Amir (who obviously isn’t in the picture) for being with my bestfriend from beginning until the end. You’re the best cousin! Haha! (Photo credit to @picbyejulena)

Last but not least, beautiful pictures of my henna night, solemnization day, outdoor and wedding reception was taken by @picbyejulena shoot for and another member of their team @aenfasola. Remember my post before this regarding the photographer, I chose the right one for my wedding. Surprisingly, @picbyejulena are husband and wife kind of photographer, it was amazing and fun! Kuching people who about to get married please please and please visit their instagram account, book them and get ready to be photographed by them.

All the hardwork from people who participated to make your wedding day a moment to be remembered, what you can do in return is thank them also give them credit they deserved. I’m so thankful and bless because I met a wonderful people who managed to make my wedding the best of my 2017. Maybe your wedding is better than me but mine is the best for myself. No need to compete, I was just lucky it went smoothly even beyond my expectation. Not to forget, my family (especially my parents) who work so hard to make a beautiful wedding for me. I love you guys so much! Ughh.. I cried the moment I hugged both of my aunts on my Solemnization Day. I love them so much because I had no older sister so they are my sisters. Also, to my family in law whom giving us permission to get married and take me to be part of your family. Love you guys! I will remember your words and hope I can be a good wife.

It’s true “If you’re thankful, I will give you more.” Thank you, Allah. I can only planned but You’re the one who decided how my life goes. I’m so bless to have a beautiful wedding and I will not forget how hard I had gone through. It’s our 8 years of relationship and finally we got married.


Whoever came to my wedding reception that night, thank you for coming and for the presents. That’s my instagram inbox I opened once my wedding reception done. Haha wedding these days.

The end of my wedding, no more sleepless night stress over it and let’s move on to my new chapter of life.

Hello, Husband! Iloveyou!